Teheran
TEHERAN
The persons wane and fade, they fade out of meaning.
Personal greatness
Was never more than a trick of the light, a halo of illusion
But who are these little smiling attendants
On a world's agony, meeting in Teheran to plot against
whom what future? The future is clear enough,
In the firelight of burning cities and pain-light of that
long battle-line,
That monstrous ulcer reaching from the Arctic Ocean to
the Black Sea, slowly rodent westward: there will
be RUSSIA
And AMERICA; two powers alone in the world; two bulls
in one pasture. And what is unlucky Germany
Between those foreheads?
Observe also
How rapidly civilization coarsens and decays; its better
qualities, foresight, humaneness, disintered
Respect for truth, die first; its worst will be last.- Oh,
well: the future! When man stinks, turn to GOD.
Made in heaven - the movie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWd8WWzkq2Y
How Twin Flames Connect
How Twin Flames Connect
by Brendan & Paula
Throughout all of our lives, whether we were aware of it or not, we have in fact always been "connected" to our Twin Flames. Even before we ever reunited with our twins, we have always shared our Divine Compliments emotions. Being connected, we have shared them with our Twins in happiness and sadness, in sickness and in good health, and from the physical plain to the astral plain. But, when Twins come together in the flesh, even if they are unable to make a life together for a myriad of possible reasons, nothing can keep them apart - not walls, not chains, not oceans, and not even if they live on separate continents. Twin Flames - when they come together, are able to defy all laws that apply to this physical realm - a dualistic plain that is collapsing now, into oneness.
Whether or not you have found your Twin here on earth, in the flesh, or on the astral plain, you are aware of the psychic connection that you both share - it is automatic! However, if you are looking for your twin, seeking advice on these divine relationships, or trying to hone your newfound abilities after the recent discovery of your Twin Soul, then maybe you will find something in the body of this article to help you - better connect. Just think of it as one Twin Soul offering help to another Twin Soul. Which is what we are supposed to be doing, right?
So, how do Twin Flames connect? Simply put - they connect across all space and time through LOVE. That is it! There is no incense burning, no wizard behind the curtains, and no smoke & mirrors. Love is the key to connecting with your Twin Soul. Without love, nothing is possible. However, when the Twins keep their hearts open and full with the love of their divine counterpart's essence and energy, they are connected! When Twin Flames become filled with love, they can experience everything that their other half is experiencing across all time, space and distance. You may see, touch, taste, smell, feel, and be with one another if you so desire. The key to connecting and staying connected to your Twin, is Love. As somebody who has practiced remote viewing and shamanic journeying for "seeing" never have I been able to connect to the spirit world with the ease with which I do now, by way of the love I have for my divine feminine. All of my life, I have searched and failed to realize what the one missing piece to the puzzle was - and that was, Love. Only the Twin Flame can show you this.
Let us say that you have found your Twin, and that you want to "see," him or her. You know you are connected and you are certain that you are in love, but you cannot be together because you are separated by distance. So here is what you can do - close your eyes, and begin to think of all those things that you love about your Twin - especially their Essence. Envision yourself as being right there with your Twin and feel your heart fill with love. When your heart is all "big inside" or "full," this is when your connection is at its strongest and will help to amplify your experience. Therefore, when you feel your heart fill with love, with eyes closed, envision that you are literally right there with your Twin and you may be surprised at the clarity with which you will be able to perceive him/her. This is not imagination, although the approach is similar. Speaking from experience, you will literally be able to SEE your Divine Compliment - in real time! Moreover, it does not always require a meditative mode or state of being. Some of you will be able to see your Twin Soul wherever and whenever you want. You may see them driving in their cars, at the computer, in bed, or at work - and it will not matter, even if you live in Australia and he lives in the Europe.
Seeing your Twin Flame across space and time, may take some practice and getting used to. After all, we are not actually seeing with our eyes anymore, we perceive them across time and space through the vibe of love - similar to the way shamans would journey in the days of old. If you and your twin are able to communicate, via the phone or internet, share your experiences with each other and verify them for accuracy. This will help you fine-tune your abilities and help you to understand the difference between real and imaginary. However, I would be willing to bet, you will both be very surprised at how accurate this vibe of love, really is. The vibe of love connecting Twin Flames is a star gate, a wormhole, and a time machine, all in one. In addition, when Twin Flames come together in divine love, they receive access to the Kingdom of God.
Connecting with your Twin Flame, in the act of love or sex, whether you are with or without him/her, is the most beautiful display of creation one can ever experience. Making love with your Twin is unlike any other love you will ever have made. It is dreamlike, it is electric, it is Heaven, and I could go on and on and never find the appropriate words in any language on this planet to accurately describe its true meaning or essence. It is simply impossible because the experience itself goes beyond words and imagination. Nevertheless, it is the human dream - the pinnacle of all life experiences - the divine union of masculine and feminine energy.
Sex with your Twin Flame is rarely about self-pleasure, because each of you will be so intent upon giving or serving the other, that it will not matter. The joy is really in the giving! In fact, your love for one another will be so great that you may feel as though you could just give all day long and be just as satisfied even if you never received a bean from the other. Lovemaking with your divine counterpart can and does last for hours. If it were not for the daily necessities of having to eat and drink just to stay alive, the two of you could go on and on until you collapse in exhaustion. Yet, even then, you may find yourself wanting to display your affection in ever changing new ways of love.
Now, let us say that you have found your twin but cannot be with each other because you live on opposite ends of the earth. Being connected - you may find that you are able to make love to your twin, through the dream state, in meditation, over the phone, and by simply closing your eyes and envisioning yourself doing so. It is quite that simple. Remember, this is not self-pleasure; there are no hands required or no need for the Twin to be there physically. The only thing you need to have to make love to your Twin when you're separated by distance, are hearts full of love, which in turn creates an open connection between the two of you, whereby you will be able to send and receive - LOVE! Through this vibe of love, you will literally be able to make love to your twin without ever laying a hand on him/her and in turn and you may receive all the pleasures that you would if you were there, physically - but only better - much better! The secret to success in making love while you are, separated, will depend only on how much "Love" you hold with your Twin.
Let us say that you have decided to meditate on your Twin Soul and you are both aware that you will be meditating on each other at exactly the same time. Once again, close your eyes and let your heart be filled with the essence of your Divine Compliment. Next, envision yourself (without expectation) as standing or sitting directly in front of him/her. The key to successfully contacting your twin is in, the envisioning of him/her. Through the vibe of love, that you have for each other you may visit each other wherever and whenever you want!
Once you have made contact with your Twin and have a visual the rest is up to you. For me, personally, I prefer to go right up to my Twin at first contact and kiss her. How could I not? I find her irresistible. In addition, do not be surprised to see your Twin "split" from the physical form if they have not done so by the time you reach him/her - this is normal but may take some time to digest if you have not experienced it before. After all, it is very profound! With the realization of the power that you have, some of you may be able to try it all on and find that it fits like a glove, while for others it may take some time to accept - especially while you balance out any karma from the past. In the beginning, it may seem overwhelming at first as if what you are experiencing is like something out of a Hollywood film. Words of advice - Welcome your Twin Soul and the newfound abilities that go with this relationship because you will never find another like it.
Other things you may notice while being with your Twin in the spirit world is that you may choose to perceive each other, as he/she would appear in the physical, or you may perceive your Twin as pure energy. The perceiving of your Twin in the physical is enough, alone, for the beginner to be "wowed," but when you see and feel the pure energy of your twin soul, this is can create an overwhelming sense of ecstasy that can sometimes be so powerful as to break you from your meditation or snap you back to the physical. When this happens, take a break! There will be other times, because your love, which equals the ability to touch each other across time and space, is going nowhere, for you are, awakened. Simply being together, you collapse all time, space and distance. You are the human dream!
As an end note: Paula (my Twin Soul) and I believe, as we are now beginning to experience, that as more and more Twin Souls reunite and "come online," so to speak, a collective consciousness will emerge. This collective consciousness will not only link yourself to your twin, but will link you to all other Twin Souls that are out there. As more and more Twin Souls come online, the speed and connection we have to work with, will improve. We are literally creating our own web of communication made possible by LOVE. We could all, very well, be linked together through this collective consciousness, which is now accessible.
The Twin Flame Path
It would seem that for the majority who find their twin are not even looking or not even aware that such a relationship could exist. Only upon finding the twin and having had many synchronicities and cosmic experiences that they begin to look for answers. There seems to be a sort of commonality here that my twin and I certainly share and have found the same to be true with many others.
When twins come together in the beginning, they may find themselves in a magnificent period of ecstasy that they have never experienced before. They will be unstoppable in their love and affection toward one another. In this period, the ego that they have relied upon, is in shock.
As time moves on and this depends on their own unique circumstances, they begin to look for answers as they realize that there love goes far deeper than anything they've ever known. As they begin to receive confirmation after confirmation from others who are finding their twin to heavenly answers that seem to come from just that - heaven, they realize a greater sense of self and this may set them on the path to their final mission which is spiritual in nature. This is the Twin Flame Path.
In the meantime, as their relationship unfolds, their energies will start to balance and the ego begins to realize, something is amiss. There is much to be written about this, alone. For when their energies start to balance it may seem like world war 3 is being waged in their souls. Any past karma that was never made right will come front and center, in the face of that relationship and will need immediate balancing.
The ego begins to play a major role. The paths of these individuals from the time they are born right up until the time they are reunited are quite a bit different than anyone elses. From the beginning, whether they know it or not, their mission has always been to come together and collapse duality. In order to do this, they have been tried, all of their lives and have had many obstacles to overcome. Their lives have not been easy ones by any stretch. In overcoming these obstacles they have had to rely on the ego at times to get them by in that dualistic world. In doings so, they have become masters, if you will. After becoming masters in the "concrete" sense, as the shamans of antiquity have called it, they are then ready to become masters of the "abstract." The concrete, being the earthly ways and the abstract, being the spiritual ways.
So when their energies start to balance they will find that they have to dismantle, so to speak, that very ego that they have relied upon for all of their lives. While they may have had a spiritual path before the reunion of their twin, this ego has also protected them to varying degrees. But now this ego must be dismantled for the balancing of their engergies to come into alignment and be truly "one" with each other.
While the energies of the twins are balancing their world may seem to "fall apart." I have many theories on this, but I feel that anything that is material in nature and is not in tune with the spirit world, must come down. What ensues, is a period of collapse. This seems to be another commonality amongst twin flames: the fact that they may find themselves, losing their job, their homes, their old lifestyles, and even their old habits. The losses of these things, when they happen, most of the time they will have no control over it. They just happen! It will be as if it's been designed by a higher power and that it is. How long each one of these balancing periods lasts will simply depend on how heavy they have had to rely upon their ego in the past.
As all of these things are playing out in the twin flame relationship, they will begin to hone their new or not so new found psychic abilities. For those who have been working on their abilities their whole lives, the reunion with the twin will greatly enhance what ever talents they had before. And for those who never realized the gifts that they could utilize, upon the reunion with their twin, they will likely be, "awakened."
The realization by the twins of their ability to collapse space and time can be a wondrous period of enlightenment. Even if they are still living seperately on the planet or in different dimensions nothing can keep them apart. If they are living apart they will quickly realize that through many mediums they can still be with each other - even if they are living on opposite sides of this planet. Through the dreamstate, meditation and even by simply closing their eyes, they will be able to reach out and connect with one another.
Their love for each other is timeless. Time itself seems to slow down and altogether stop, especially when they come together in the flesh. I have many theories as to these time related commonalities that twin flames, share, but I have a hunch that when enough twin flames come together, at a certain point, I believe that they will usher in the so called "new age," that has been prophesied about.
I have witnessed this collapse of time and if the simple reunion of a twin flame couple can do this, imagine what the reunions of 1 million couples could do in a world population of 6.8 billion souls. I believe at some point in "time" that there will be a tipping point that will lead to this mass awakening.
I can only imagine what the ramifications would be, but I believe it could be both wonderful and chaotic at the same time - the birthing of a new age.
A tale of two past lives
For those of you have read some of my past blogs, you know that I am currently in the middle of connecting with what most people would define as a "Twin Flame." I would actually prefer not to call it anything but most of what I've read would indicate that that is exactly what I am in - and the universe keeps unfolding before me, showing me new things all the time. This string of consecutive synchronicities, I believe, has paved the way for a deeper understanding between my twin flame and I. One that I never expected.
It all began while thinking about all the synchronicities that have happened to us - signs that point to something much more special than I've ever known. I know the universe is doing this for a purpose and will continue to do so into the future, but what about the past? Pondering that question I began to think of the oldest memory that I have. Immediately I was taken back to that little girl who was wearing a dress. She stood on the front lawn of an old house before a group of tall trees. There was a driveway of sorts with worn down grass that ran inbetwen the grouping of trees and the house, itself. The feeling I had while seeing that little girl, was that this was me, a long long time ago. I also remember seeing this same little girl in that same dress admiring a grouping of flowers with a well beyond those flowers on the other side of that house.
This memory I have is the oldest one in my mind. I used to ask my mother about it when I was young but she couldn't make heads or tales of what that was all about. What I do know is that this memory, technically should not be there or at least it is not a part of anything that's gone on in this lifetime.
So...on that note, I decided to ask Paula (my twin flame) what her oldest memory was, without telling her mine ;) I wanted her to go first. So she began to tell me that she's had this recurring dream of a little girl and a little boy playing in the yard - then she went on to describe everything that I just put down and much more. She described the girl in the dress exactly how I remember it and then went on to describe the area of the yard, where I remember seeing that little girl. She even described a little boy who she was playing with and that they seemed to share this very tight bond. This area of the yard, was their favorite place to play - under the trees. She told me that their names were Bud and Kiddie. Everytime, Kiddie would get too close to the well that was in the yard, Bud would come over in hysterics with tears rolling down his face and get her away from the well. He was scared for her. Paula got the feeling that it was as if Bud knew something that she didn't...as if he was somewhat more aware and she was just a happy go lucky little girl.
When Paula described what transpired between the little boy and girl, by the well, it was as if I had the wind knocked out of me. Tears rolled down my own face because what she described sparked something in me that I had forgotten. In other words, this is not something I remember like the memory of the girl in the dress but when Paula described what happened it all came back to me.
Whatever the case, my twin flame and I are able to describe the same house with the same yard. Paula got the feeling from this recurring dream that the little girl was supposed to be her only she never gave it much thought until I asked her to think real hard about anything that stands out as a memory. Even though I always thought the little girl was supposed to be me, the thinking is now that the boy was probably me which would explain why I remember the girl so well and she remembers the boy so well. You have to remember, this is the oldest memory I have, I think I'm lucky to remember it at all. Nevertheless we are most certainly talking about the same time and place - only in another lifetime.
I always wondered if reincarnation was possible and once again the universe has provided an answer to that question.
Moving forward with these past life memories, we've thought about delving deeper into them and perhaps even pursuing a past life regression session to see what transpired between the two. For now, though, Paula would like to wait because the feeling she got from the dream was one that, something went wrong and she is not ready to feel that again - which is understandable. I myself, would still be open to past life regression. Although, the way the universe has provided the answers to any of our questions in the past, I'm not sure if we're going to need one.
So, what is the oldest memory YOU have??? Think about it - because you never know :-)
Peace to you all
Brendan
The game we play
So - in the game of life, life as it is "today" why does the ordinary man still play a game that he can't win at? The system itself is not working for the ordinary man. I don't know about you, but I haven't been able to put money in the bank in quite awhile. I have spent the last 17 years of my life working my way up the ladders of the telecomm industry and still can't put money in the bank. There are so many excuses that i've heard by the government - the economy, the stock market, the dotcom bubble, the housing market, and more recently the fuel crisis. So will it ever get better? I don't believe so.
I'm sure there are few exceptions in this world - those of you who are making it, but the majority is not.
If you're reading this post by now, then you probably think/feel I'm kinda pissed. The answer to that is - YES I am pissed. Reason: I was laid off over a month ago (once again) and I can take all the pain in the world - but it is my daughters that I worry about. That is what I mean by innocent people being hurt by an honest man that comes to the table to play the game of life.
So today I woke up, checked my email hoping for any one of the major telecom companies to reply to my resume and as usual, there was nothing. As the day went on, I logged into Gaia a few times to see how my friends are doing and all was well. But sometimes we all get weak - I began thinking about what could happen to my daughters if I didn't start bringing in some money soon - then it began to spiral.
I felt myself getting really tired and I laid down in the bed. I wondered why an engineer like myself couldn't find work. I am approaching 18 years of experience in the telecomm industry and I can't find work. So I laid there and I began praying - not for me - but for my daughters, because it's not their fault their father has been hit by hardship after hardship. But yet they will suffer just the same because this system is absolutely unforgiving.
Candidly - the conversation between myself and the spirit world was profound. I held nothing back. There is no amount of fire and brimstone that this world could rain upon my being and phase me. I laid it out to the spirit world in black and white what my wishes were. I wasn't nice about it at all.
So, I laid there praying, not out of fear for me but for my daughters. And all I've done is to try and provide for children. After some amount of time in prayer, I fell asleep.
About an hour after I woke up, the phone rang. I GOT A JOB OFFER! And so I play again.
As usual, I go to the table with a poker face and stare fear in the eyes, not blinking once. You can never blink.
If a tree falls
Around the time this video came out, I was a senior in high school. Of all the people that I thought would ever teach me about global consciousness, i never thought it would be my economics teacher. I can vividly remember him spending whole classes talking about the so-called "greenhouse effect" and listening to him while most everyone else was either falling asleep or cracking jokes. So I did my thesis on the greenhouse effect and got an A :) and became more enlightened.
Amongst other things - this song ROCKS!
The Power of Attraction
A few months back, Paula and I were talking and she said that she wanted to call out to the universe through prayer for something she would really like. She never told me what that wish was but I did tell her to write that wish out in an email and send it to herself so that it would be time stamped and just plain old "put out there" for the forces to hear loud and clear.
So we both forgot all about that night and then just recently when she got sick I thought it would be a good idea to surprise her with flowers. Well the bouquet I chose wasn't exactly the one I wanted to arrive but it was infact almost identical to the one that she "called out" for to the universe in her wish a few months earlier. WOW! Now that is cool.
She didn't realize it until she remembered her wish and she went back to that email she sent to herself and thosse pix are posted in her blog in the link below.
The universe provided a wish for Paula by way of me - working through me :)
http://pauleya.gaia.com/blog/2008/5/power_of_attraction
or read her story below
I can hardly wait to get this blog out. The greatest thing has happened and it was just an experiment I did using the Power of Intention. I just hope I get this blog written before my computer decides to reboot the page and I lose what I typed again.
First a little background on events that happened leading up to the experiment. Brendan (my Twin Flame) and I were on vacation in Provincetown, MA when I bought this book called "The Secret." I began reading it that day. Brendan was amused by my enthusiasm and teased me a little about reading passages of the book to him. I tend to go overboard sometimes over things I'm excited about. This was one of those times. Finally, I put the book away and we went on enjoying our time together and having the time of our lives.
We left on St. Patrick's Day and went back to our homes. This long distance relationship can be hard at times, so while I was at the airport waiting for my flight I finished reading the book. What I gathered while reading was simply this: If you imagine something you want, envision it's already yours, you'll have it. I thought it would be hard, since I'd tried similar things in the past and gave up before I ever gave it a true chance to work.
After I got home, I watched the video. My thoughts kept going back to trying an experiment to see if this actually worked. So on March 19th, I decided to try this experiment. There were only 3 parts to it and I wanted to keep it simple. I thought of what I wanted which were flowers, because the first step of this was to ask for what you want. Quote from The Secret, "You get to choose what you want, but you must be clear about what you want. This is your work. If you're not clear, then the law of attraction cannot bring you what you want." I asked for the flowers and had a picture in my mind of a purple/violet/lavendar bouquet in a purple vase.
I spoke to Brendan that night and told him I was doing an experiment with the power of attraction but I didn't tell him what I asked for because the experiment was to see if the universe would allow him to pick on the vibes of my request. He suggested I time stamp my request by emailing myself so I would have a reference of the date and time I asked for it. The next morning I did exactly that. I got on the Internet and found a similar picture of the bouquet of flowers I had asked for through meditation. I copied it to my pictures folder. I asked for the same thing for a few days then forgot about it.
While asking for the flowers through meditation the next step was to believe. Quote from The Secret, "In the moment you ask, and believe and know you already have it in the unseen, the entire Universe shifts to bring it into the seen. You must act, speak, and think, as thou you are receiving it now." I did just that. I envisioned the flower bouquet, believed I already had it and acted happy for the gift I was given. I know it sounds silly and I felt a little silly doing it.
I soon forgot about it until last night. Step 3: Receive it. There was a knock on my front door and a man with a bouquet of flowers was standing there. It was exactly 2 months from the very day I asked for these flowers that I received them. The flowers were in a purple vase and the flowers were shades of purple, lavender, and lilac. I didn't put it together till later that night when I emailed Brendan. I realized what happened, so I went back looking for the picture I'd saved on my computer. Wow, I was blown away! It worked. I looked at the properties of the picture which were dated for March 20th. It's funny because the flowers he ordered were mainly red in a red vase, but the Universe gave me what I attracted.
Now that I know this works, I can only imagine what's next. I'm a firm believer of "The Power of Attraction" now. If anyone has had any similar experience, I'd love if you'd share it with me. This is such a new and exciting thing in my life, I wanted to share it with my Gaia friends.
(In the picture I've added to this blog shows the flowers I imagined, the flowers that were ordered, and the flowers I actually received).
Connectedness
So anyway I decided to google his name (middle name included). The search results provided somebody with that exact name. I clicked on it and there is a picture with somebody who looked an awful lot like my old friend but with a few more pounds and little less hair. I just wasn't sure. But who ever it was, he seemed to have made a great success of himself.
So then I checked my email and I had a classmates message waiting for me. I go to my message center and there is an email from my old friend waiting for me - the same guy I just googled on the internet. Ironic thing about it is, he is living in the same town as I am too.
There are many things like this that happen in my life and they are evidence to me that we are all most certainly connected. There is simply no other way for me to rationalize this. And I won't even try.
Twin Flames - Connecting
All of the synchronicities we've shared up until this point are signs for us and they are all around telling us what we originally suspected deep inside. So just last week, instead of waiting for one of these sychnonicities to happen I decided to do a little experiment.
I had been talking to Paula on the phone, it was at the end of our conversation and she said she was going to jump off to meditate for awhile. I told her that I was feeling tired and would probably take a nap. We said our goodbyes and hung up. That's when I got the idea to see if I could contact her in meditation without her knowing what I was up to in reality.
So, the next thing I did was to sit up in a meditation position in my bed. I began to concentrate on Paula and moments later, I found myself in her living room. I was staring directly at her as she sat indian style on the floor. Naturally, as if I was there physically, I went up and kissed her on her right cheek. She opened her eyes and looked in that direction and then all around and then began again with her meditation.
Seeing this, I decided to sit in front of her just like she was. My left knee was touching her right knee and there was a slight space of about a foot or so between my right knee and her left knee. For a few moments we sat there but I was kind of bored so I decided to see if I could get her to come out. I reached for her hand and watched as her spirit split from her physical body. She was so excited that she went right into my arms and I twirled her around.
In this experiment, we both had our own view of how we perceived each other. And there were differences as you will be able to verify in Paula's blog http://pauleya.gaia.com/blog when she has written it. In my experiment I viewed Paula and myself just as we would look in the physical form, whereas she perceived us as pure energy.
So after we rejoiced at having connected with one another, we spent time together just loving each other. These experiences, which are too personal and wonderful, I prefer to leave out. That's when I decided to break from the experiment. I got up from meditation and I went to the computer and typed Paula a detailed email letting her know what I had done after the phone conversation, as it was unbeknownst to her. A few hours later she typed me back an email saying that she envisioned us in a field of green grass (which is a difference) but we were sitting indian style directly in front of each other. She also stated that she viewed us as pure energy. So, other than how we viewed each other in that state, the experience as a whole was generally the same.
In closing this entry, I think that even though we maybe connected, it may still be possible to have the same experience from two different view points - connected by one soul. But I'm sure we'll try this many more times and get better at it as we go along. I think the key to accuracy is not having any expectation - like they do in remote viewing.
Another thing I should add is that this day of journeying sapped Paula of her energy and she fell ill for quite a few days. I was worried for her. She is in fact, just coming around again as she regains her energy. Thank the Lord!






